YOOOOOOO! (:

ha, decided not to stick to helloz anymore.
what a great way to start a new term. it rained heavily!!! ):

*说分手 就分手 你一定是在骗我
好让我 一夜看透 失去你我算什麼
好难过 别作弄 还想陪你到尽头
谁需要 什麼自由
我的世界早被你垄断占有*

{占有-飞轮海}


school was alright. lots of homework to finish.
literature, maths and chinese. MMY. ):
but no much lesssons going on today..

feeeel so down.. because of cldds.
i felt the performance was messy and those idiots BOOING. TMD.
you ppl SUCKS. you know how much efforts we had put in for this bloody performance and all you all know is to BOO? if you're so great, come and perform. dont just sit there, watch and BOO. you ppl wont have the guts alright? MD.

i didnt let my emotions affect me and i kept it to myself until now.. when i'm home.
i'm learning not to let my emotions affect others. GIVE ME TIME.
you know, how hard it is or not? whenever you're sad/angry.. you cant let it out? but, no matter what.. i'm going to try. no point in saying alot bah, because who will cares? it will only cause others to be miserable together with me.

but i enjoyed the time spent with cldds juniors.
jiahui, haowei&gang.. jiahui makes me laugh alot and he's a great junior too. :D
gosh, his hand is very big. it can cover my face!!! HAHAHA.
he say we dont look like sec 4, HOHO. i love this.. !!!! ^_^

before the performance, haowei jiayous together with us.. i'm actually a little surprised by his act. but he's super nice, passing me the mike when its far away from me. :D

i love most of my juniors, the guys.
they care about their seniors, unlike the gals juniors who think highly of themselves. they guys are much better and i get along super well with them!!

den had lunch with hui, eliza and vonne and home.
i've lots of homeworks and save me.

NEVER EVER DID YOU ALL CARE ABOUT MY FEEELINGS.
and i'm feeeling so stuck.. do YOU ALL understand my feeelings? MMYx2

fake smiles, fake concerns, fake atmosphere
TMD, damn it.

it's not a bad word hur? at least to me..

special= ?


random thoughts

你们从没想过我的感受
你们永远以为我很快乐
永远自以为是的认为我应该会听你们的

但， 你们想过我想要的是什么吗?
我感到好无奈, 可是我能做些什么?